Welcome to my life, hope u enjoy it

This month is my 5th month doing chambering, really feel exhausted. Sigh…

Work life is hectic and unhealthy. I’m not sure at the moment is this what I want in life, work work and more work, no time to spend on my family, my friends and things that I love. Sigh…

At the moment, I’m heading to a crossroad, need to decide which way to take that will lead to the future that I want. Sigh…

Balance in life should be the priority of life and I hope this imbalance can stop after this 9 months for I think I can’t take it anymore if I have to bear it longer than that. Sigh…

Nowadays barely have time to hang out with friends, I miss all my friends so much, last time can meet up everyday and do things together no matter how boring life at that time was but still I enjoyed it so much but now can hardly spend time to sms a dearly missed friend. Sigh..

I hope everything will get better soon.

Year 2007, a year which has lot to talk about, lot to think about after many many many years. This year lot of sad things, worrying things, happy things and exciting things happened.

I had shed tears of happiness with friends that I adore so dearly, I had laugh with friends that are so precious that I thought I will not find after graduated from High School, all this love and friends I shall not forget.

Anyway, the old year shall pass, the new year shall come. Wish that everyone that i know will have a safe and happy year 2008.

Now my main project is waiting for my dear friend’s baby to come to this world. Dont know y n dont understand y (coz it’s not my belly n i’m not the 1 going through the painful process) but will feel anxious and excited waiting for this little angel to come into our life, smile at us, laugh at our little magic tricks, cry for mommy, grow under our blessings…etc.

Please dont ask me to get my own baby since i’m so excited because it’s two very different things. I’m simply happy for my friend. Like an auntie said to me, because my fren n i r at same age, we grew up together, she is my 1st fren that’s gonna be a mom, it’s normal for me to feel that way but yet it’s still odd, is it not? coz it’s not my belly..haha!

Just pray that this little angel is healthy, strong, bright and pretty. I’m sure this angel is the best gift from heaven.And I’m sure my fren will be a great mommy, I always have faith in her.

Haha… Last episode I was so upset and nervous because thinking that most probably I’ll fail my final year paper but with God’s grace and friends and family’s blessings, I made it through. It was an unplesant experience and I don’t want to go through it again.

For all those friends out there, u know who u r, THANK U! It really really does mean a lot to me, all your support, encouraging sms, email..etc, all that helps me through my tough time and make me realize u guys are out there but beside me all the time..

very touching har, but please dont forget my convo, i don want to hear any excuse: cant get leave lar, have to work outstation lar, have to babysit baby lar (kecuali Lee Renxin), have to babysit boyfriend lar… etc give me such excuses, beware lar!!

Okay, enough with the threatening part, actually u guys are really awesome, give me support all the way when i needed it most, thanks thanks thanks, muaks, muaks, muaks…

认识你们真是我毕生修得的福气！谢谢你们！

Hello.

Finally exam is over but frankly i’v doubt whether i can pass or not this
semester coz i think i x reach the lecturer’s expectation. Anyway, if fail then
no choice lor but to re-sit the paper. I thought dun wan to re-sit juz grad vt
my jurisprudence degree but my dad persuaded me to re-sit if fail..sigh..no
choice lor. Anyhow, cross fingers, wish for the better.

无论如何，我还是会努力。。加油。。
Go..go.. fighting!!
Aza..Aza..Fighting!!

It has been some time since my last post. Just want to let my friends know what is going on with my life. This is my final learning week, starting from next week I have to prepare for my exam. Really nervous. The future is just ahead me. Not sure whether I’m able to grab it and live my life better than what I’m going through now.

Life is not easy, think everyone knows that, but I want my life to be simple. I dislike too complicated thing.

But right now, my heart is not calm. It hurts a lot. I know it is normal to feel hurt and I accept it, I just wish it can just fade away. I don’t like the feeling of getting hurt. I’m a good avoider, but this is beyond my capability to avoid.

He is getting married, I truly wish him happiness and I’m sure he has found his happiness but this heart is hurting and I can’t deny it. I wish I can act like nothing is wrong but I can’t although I should.

I will survive, I know I will. It’s darker before dawn. I hope this darkness will disappear without a trace and I’ll see the dawn right away. But the darkness keep on coming nearer to me and I can’t avoid it. I hate this feeling. But i know, I’ll survive for I’ve been through worst.

Sooner or later, I’ll live again…in my own way.

Yeah, It’s sem break again..

Wondering what am i busy of lately? Busy enjoying my life…hahaha, got lots of things need to do. Few weeks ago my home got FLOODED, highest record till now, above knee level, lots of aftermath work need to do.

Not yet got a chance to watch a movie, sing KTV, go themepark, do crazy things with my pals, order some beverage n sit in restaurant n chat anything with my buddies, pator, travel….etc. Life is so different now, as if I’m alone coz my friends’ pace n mindset n mine are so so so different right now but I know, it’s juz temporary. 

Although life has been hectic recently but I still enjoy it. Every morning the lovely weather, warm sunshine makes the start of a day better. Morning like that juz make me feel life is wonderful and i’m trully grateful for God’s blessing & it gives me energy to wake up every morning not knowing what lies ahead. And the clouds they are so lovely in all sort of forms and shapes. Juz one thing, reli traumatised by the punctual afternoon pouring rain, anyway, u guys won’t understand the fear of flood. Juz pray DON’T FLOOD….hahaha

Usually got lot of things to write about but today don feel like telling story. Anyway, take care, whoever u are.

Ya, tired. Now is 10pm and I’m in law library, my back is aching and I feel dizzy. U wondering why am I feeling like this?

I just finish my assignments. One statement of claim and one commercial transaction assignment. I had finished 3/4 of my CT assignment by this afternoon but as usual need to do some editor work so came into library and do it and continue the other 1/4. Alas! My floopy disc cannot be opened then it’s my bad luck and I had to retype everything since tomorrow is the deadline.

Now I have to figure out where to print my things because printer in computer lab has run out of cartridge. It is a risk too high to take if wait till tomorrow and found out that the printer is still in drought condition.

Now what I am wishing for is a hot bath, spa and comfortable bed…so nice.

Sorry my friends if I had neglected you for this week because of my tight schedule but I’ll make up to you gals, I promise. =P

This sem there is no mid sem break for me and my coursemates coz we must attend an advocacy course for two weeks straight. Imagine 14 weeks in 1 sem without break……..so tiring.

Final year reli exhaustive. Lots of assignments, tutorials, tests lining up waiting for us, I can’t take it if we must do thesis too, then I rather graduate within 3 years but if graduate within 3 years I’ll loss a lot of knowledge that make lawyers think like lawyers or behave like one…haha…though I do not intend to be a lawyer but why waste the opportunity to learn something like that.

Anyway, I do think that health is the upmost important in one’s life. Without health, there are a lot of things we cant see, cant do, cant feel. If possible I want to travel the world, it need not to be some expensive travel but at least for me, I came to this world and I have seen a lot of things that this world have to offer whether they are beautiful or ugly but at least I have been there and seen it myself. Therefore, I must take good care of myself and you also must take care urself who knows, maybe until that day u and I will travel this world together.

Ok, then, it’s lecture time again…sigh… Evidence law, here I come………

Bye, take care.

It’s the Convo month.

So happy coz all my friends have their convo o going to have their convo very soon. How envy all of them can spread their wings n fly, can start earning $$$$ n spend it though I kno they all still consider study is a better situation but still cant stop envying them can live their lives without assignments, exams, tests, tutorials…etc. My buddies sure gonna say me Sai Meng but gals, come on, I still need my dad to give me allowance every month… so embarrassing.

Anyway, for all my frens out there……….Happy Convoing n All the Best in ur future. Keep in touch always.

With love n hugs.